Sappy12dream

IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE BLOOMING AND BEAUTIFUL BUT IT'S MORE LIKE RESPONSIBILITIES AND DIFFICULT. Being an overly emotional clingy but distant private person, checking phone continuously as if something or someone gonna pop up, either wants to spend day going & doing stuff with friends or to spend it in bed with zero human contact  no in between.  Having all those different vibes and different self, Taking pictures of yourself while you are not looking at camera, being extra sarcastic not to be rude but to be satisfying.  Telling a story of school days with 7 mini conversation and 19 additional stories, Going to malls & shops just to touch the clothes saying its cute. Hearts get cold when people show their different colors specifically the dark one, Kinda have feelings and kinda of heartless.  Watching YouTube halfway feeling like you know what I don't care, putting groups chat on mute, waiting for reply from a person. Being a over thinker who...

..and because life can be smart and you can't be sure about it, still you make efforts. You want it to be change for good and you just can't bear it anymore it's suffocating. You are breathing. All those unwanted happenings you regret, you cry over is long lasting. You are keeping it inside you because you are afraid of outsiders to make it worse.  You are holding. You fell and hurt, you wanted to be protected and guided. You are being strong for yourself because no one would do that for you. You are embracing yourself. You can make it; happy yourself. Trust this will passed soon and you'll be fine. Things could be worst but you are surviving.

"My own favourite quotes" These are some quotes, I feel personally them and I hope it'll help you a bit. "I wonder if we dreamers stop dreaming,will the world able to get a sound sleep" "Thankless people beside you and the kindness inside you, are the most vulnerable side of you" "Keep your concerns in your pocket babydear so, they won't judge your conscience" "Mostly relatable things are sad still, we don't understand each other's pain" "If there is someone left you and you don't have clue why? Then the person should've left you before. You both don't deserve to be"  "It's thankful that you lived a moment with a person which made your heart happy at least once" "You don't have to follow the trend, always" "You reflect what within you. Pretty soul, pure happiness" "You care the least when you got the ...